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is it just me?

Thursday, July 30, 2009

my job scope of an intern has bored me. not even a slight hint of interest is tingling within me now.

moreover, there are still a minority who choose to make work a little unpleasant for me. i'm not dumb enough to be made a bloody scrapegoat ya. i'm given the work..., and the blame for not getting it right. when you didnt even bother to correct me. so why should i care. from this, i really learn something; perhaps i can even include it in my reflections. O.O

it doesnt pay to be kind.

i so wanted to rebut but i managed to stop myself from doing so. afterall, i dont think it will make a difference or of any use. you wont succeed even if you tried to badmouth me when i'm not around. lalala~ well, good anger management for ivy. heeee.. :)

9 more working days and i'll be of no more service to the department :D
training up my highhhhh tolerance level yo.

so to celebrate our joy, weifang and i are considering... a chocolate cake or a cheese cake for the last day of our attachment? =)

many loves from aivee.

10:54:00 PM
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random #12

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Whenever you’re feeling upset or unhappy with a certain thing, slow down and take some time to think about how beautiful the world is and you exist for a reason.

Today after lunch, my colleagues started the topic of their secondary school days. It used to be about their college or ngee ann poly days but now, they seem to favour talking way way way back into their past hurhur. Now, they are also making me feel that I’m no longer THAT young, no longer sweet sixteen that kinda thing. =/

Had a good 3 and a half day rest and I ought to start with my PPT slides anytime soon >.<

Many loves from aivee.

11:06:00 PM
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a diary for just the two of us.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

yupp, this week has been quite a hectic one for most, i guess.
my whole week was spent mostly on my IAP report, report & REPORT! =(

there hadn't been a proper meeting up/ gathering for consecutively 2 fridays already.
hope there'd be one next week barrh.

on the other hand, please do take care of yourself, my dear boy.
this is the 2nd or 3rd time you're falling sick in a month. =/

i'll believe and respect whatever decisions you have made, even for me. for whatever reasons, you have made me trust you so wholeheartedly. =D

"when it rains, you dont see the sun, but it's there. hope we can be like that. we dont always see each other, but we will always be there for one another." - yes, i totally agree on this. =DD

for your info, i think ivy is so in love of herself, AT TIMES. =X

gone hysterical from work.

many loves from aivee.

10:27:00 PM
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Cant we be like last time??

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Am i being sensitive or have we drifted apart?? We seems to stop communicating with each other and i can feel the awkwardness when it is just the 2 of us. I have this feeling that i am being pressed to choose one of the two options laid for me. The times that we have spend together, the secrets that we used to exchange with, the jokes and experiences that we have shared with seems to be only memories now. It seems that i have diffiulty making the first move to break the ice and be like last time how we were. I will try but if this persist, how am i gonna handle this when i really tresure this alot?? I just hope that everything will still be like last time where there are no barriers between us. I really do not mind if i have the chance to bring up this issue and clear the air. At least this would put me at ease and stop me from thinking of unnecessary issues. I really tresaure you and i do not treat you as a convenience person but someone whom i really wish to share my happiness or sadness with and someone whom i will go all the way just to see a smile on you. If i have done anything wrong unknowingly, i sincerely apologise to you.

Posted by huixian @ 1040am

Can we be like last time??

10:30:00 AM
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ivy's philosophy

Friday, July 17, 2009

life is fair because it's unfair.
heard of this?

everyone are borned to have different types of life. you cannot choose how to be borned, but you can choose how to face it.

dear friend, i hope you would be able to find passion and motivation in your life rather than dwelling on pessimistic issues which you have no say in changing it.
yupp, easier said than done. and that's all i can do to help you.

on a lighter note,
one courier trip during work perked up my day. didnt expect myself to NEARLYYYY get involved in another building's fire evacuation drill. before i went up the building, one of the security guards told me to be quick before the alarm is gonna ring.

figured out the use of the lift (i still gonna press the level which i want to head even outside the lift. and there are only the open & close buttons inside the lifts) and i reached the destinated office soon. so idiotic~ the receptionist wasn't even present at her desk and i waited for a darn long time before someone proceeded out. =/// headed out successfully and luckily there was no need for me to climb down 37 storeys of stairs, or worse still, get trapped in the lift :)

apparently, most of the staff had evacuated even before the drill has begun. totally like how my colleagues back in the office would bahave. heading down early for a coffee break or stay as quiet as a mouse when the occupants have to be evacuated. supposedly. HAHA.

ohh ya! a warning for those who are being approached for a short survey at raffles area. once is enough for me! i believe most of them are just some sort of pranksters in formal working attire. got you to do a short survey, give personal particulars and to realise that they aint that trustworthy after that. spam calls even in the middle of the night... =/

and yupp, another thing.
i couldnt believe i would receive the news that fast. for my IAP presentation date!
dunno if it's pure luck or pure swwwwwwwway-ness, my presentation cum interview date would be on the 15th of august, saturday! which is one day after my IAP ends. sighs~

it could be a good thing to end it fast and relax.
or a bad one.

many loves from aivee.

11:54:00 PM
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my rainbow <3

Monday, July 13, 2009

last thursday wasnt especially a good one for me;
however, weifang and i managed to cheer ourselves up by walking from different stores of 7-11 to get those "mysterious capsules".

mr greedy. what weifang had wanted!

miss sunshine!

available in all 7-11 outlets for $1.80 per capsule. HAHA!

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my haircut (or just a hair trim) and my new specs. yes people, i'm back to red again. hoho~

super duper ultimately random i know,

my dad bought a whole big pack of my favourite, CHERRIES! <3s

yum yum and each one is bigger than my thumb -.-

many loves from aivee.

10:53:00 PM
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Yours sincerely,

Saturday, July 11, 2009

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart.

i hope things would be like how we had agreed upon =)))

many loves from aivee.

10:17:00 PM
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random #11

Friday, July 10, 2009

was blog hopping throughout the night and came across this. just when i was about to delete the history, i actually came across a new entry.

well, everyone should believe that frustration and 'acting cool' are definitely not ways to solve a problem. voicing out in a friendly manner does make things go the positive way.

it's time we move on with our life and i sincerely wish you can find a girl who would understand you loads better =D

hope we are still friends and able to hold a conversation normally.

be cheerful always! ;)

many loves from aivee.

12:06:00 AM
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random #10

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Good communication is a strong foundation for a successful relationship.

Haven been receiving pleasant surprises after work; a couple of times!
You were too silly for me to catch your reflection in that HUGE glass panel or whatever. Haha.

Spending good quality time is all I’m asking for. =D
And don't you forget what you have promised worr. Hehee ;)

AND,
I totally dislike being squeezed in the train. Still prefer bus trips to school. Get to sit and sleep =P Well, just.. 5 weeks before this internship end. How fast.

Gotten back our marks for the interim report. =/ Hmm high expectations from our LO indeed. Sian sian siansation towards the deadline.

and i was so bored at work and started surfing this today: http://dresscodeonline.net/

no harm checking this out.

prettaye apparels at reasonable prices!

membership can be applied online and FREE OF CHARGE!

AND pick-up point is at raffles place area. hohoho~

PS. i wasnt paid any advert fees for this k. HAHAHA.

good stuff are meant to be shared. =D

Cherish your loved ones around you.
No one is to be taken for granted.

many loves from aivee.

11:38:00 PM
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youth day

Monday, July 6, 2009

wondered why the ease of the peak-hour crowds and traffic flow were so smooth this morning?

it's actually an off day in lieu for the youth day which falls on sunday!
it jolted my memory when i didnt manage to see any primary or secondary school students on the train this morning. which in turns, make me feel that i'm gettin' old. no longer youth. an adult; just 2 more years. ohh well oh well..

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in order to cut down boring time spent in the office, i am trying to go out for more property inspections. in 2 weeks' plus, our draft final report is gonna be due. =/

while we are out for inspections, i guess it would be the best time for me to clarify any doubts and questions with the valuers; because they would hardly have time for you when everyone's in the office slogging thier guts away.

however, when i was at woodlands for one of the property inspections today, i was more interested in looking at a SLEEPING BABY rather than concentrating on my work. my colleague was taking down the finishes & fittings when i could hardly take my eyes off him. he's super duper cute de lo! aww~

anyway, i think that was kinda random. oops. just something to spice my day.

my sweetest thing on earth. ♥

many loves from aivee.

10:39:00 PM
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updates.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

photo updates from the graduation photo-taking last tuesday (30 june).

even though this picture is not very clear; it can makes me laugh! =P

my dear sista~ ♥

never be separated! ♥ ♥ ♥

ALMOST our year-one class photo. HAHA.

btw,

the final draft report is gonna be due soon.

sometimes i think my liaison officer has too high of an expectation on us. can spend like 2 and a half hour telling us how we could improve on our interim report; what do you think.

it's nice of her doing so. gotta beef up on my report soon.

many loves from aivee.

1:11:00 AM
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random #9

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

set a high expectation for yourself,

before you start to expect more from the others.

everyday is an eventful day.
however, today is indeed a tiring day for me. yawns~

the heavy downpour this morning was quite a spoiler for the day. =(

anyway,
i dun really like it when the school vacation has ended and now, all the primary, secondary and also poly students make their way to school almost the same time. >.<

and yesterday was our graduation photo taking.

took hell loads of photos. all can be found on facebook though. i'm dead beat to upload them now.

toodles, everyone! ♥

many loves from aivee.

11:18:00 PM
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