you are pissed again. =.=
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i just realised i dun understand you. nor do i understand myself.
sometimes i dun even know the reason of me doing certain things. =(
at least you have let me know how you are feeling.
hmm.. i wont blame you for being frank.
but i wanna let you know, that i do not know how to express myself verbally as well.
i know i'm partially at fault and i blame no one.
and sorry, cos i dun really have the mood to reply to SMSes and calls.
i will give you time for you to cool down also.
but i'm not angry or irritated by you, trust me.
-aivee- finished blogging @ 10.59pm
10:42:00 PM
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*speechless*
Monday, May 26, 2008
sorry, baby.i didnt know you had plans. and didnt tell me beforehand. should not have insisted on going home then. haa!love you loads! =DD-aivee- finished blogging @ 11.38pm
11:35:00 PM
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random?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
last day of work, like finally.
not that i dun like or dun wanna work there. just that my schedule that my supervisor give always does not allow any free time to myself. both weekends and still gotta come back during my hols. yet she has off days on ALL these days. =.=
now i will have more time to myself, baby and everything le! =))
and baby! the funny thing is, almost all the lecturers we met know that we are together. >.<
i am like.. why?? like mr kenneth sim, aaron chua, federick low, juliet tan...
so awkward when they start to talk abt it. =S
and mr chua, someone will come whack you for talking so much crap on the phone with me. lols! watch out huh! =))
no more social psych lessons on tues (IS).
draft presentation for UPE video need to be done instead.
no school on thursday.
got to help out as student ushers for the graduation ceremony instead.
let's anticipate next week. yeah! as it is the last week before the common test week. siao! =/
* LET'S ALL PRAY AND GIVE OUR BLESSINGS TO THE DECEASED, ESP THE CHILDREN WHO DIED IN THE 5.12 EARTHQUAKE DISASTER IN SICHUAN.*can you even imagine 13,451 schools were destroyed in this earthquake and many many unknown number of ppl were also dead, unfortunately. ='((((((-aivee- finished blogging @ 11.52pm
11:26:00 PM
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end of week 6.
Friday, May 23, 2008
i ain't behaving like myself these few days! somehow i feel it this way. it is definitely not because of schwork, stress or anything. just.. i dunno larrh. perhaps some things always happen for a reason. hmph! me a over-sensitive girl at times. =X
ANYWAY, these 2 weeks have been a hectic week, i'm not kidding you. missed 5hrs of lessons in this one whole week due to the Green Building Competition workshop at Yew Tee CC and NEWater programme. upcoming up next week is another event, the graduation ceremony. having a big woo-haa over it. it is very seldom that you get to see so many ppl backing out for the event becos they somehow felt offended by the talk of not able to get cca points. hmm.. can see that mr kenneth sim was kinda pek cek and pressurised over the manpower problem. =/
the NEWater programmee on wednesday was kinda slack. the school came late and we did not need to lead the facilities tour around ngee ann. yuuhuuu! GBC was on the next day. this time round, it was tiring for us, both the envoys and sec sch students i suppose. listening to talks and walking the tours. arghh! so boring. yet tiring.
one of my junior happened to spot me during the GBC event in the hall and i dun even recognise her! actually did wave back to her and realised that she was my saxophone section junior. after straining my eyes to glance at her nametag. haha! how time flllllliiiiiieeeessssss! she used to be in sec 1 when i passed down from band.
we even went for a short mahjong session after the GBC. at baby's house. guess who went? ben! and weijian worr. ultimate~ =D ben's first few times of playing mahjong and i should say he pick up really fast. cos it's relating to gambling barrh. sighs. hahaha!
mahjong again, some other day! =))
-aivee- finished blogging @ 12.15am
11:27:00 PM
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"TRI" BEST "DAYS" ever! (:
Monday, May 19, 2008
SATURDAY
First time no need to work on Sat due to the Eco tourism trip! feeling so wierd that i hab to head to school instead to work.. hahax.. But the trip overall was alright except its so HOT!! the whole time was practically writing down notes and walking for long distances so didn do much for the whole trip.. then went straight down to meet aviee before heading to Sentosa to do proj.. lots of pics taken while touring around sentosa.. AND! the funny part was that just because we wanna take the photos of that particular place we took the monorail up and down many times! And not to forget, we took many photos of ourselves too! hahax.. so had lots of fun while doing proj wors! cool huhs.. so tired after one whole day of "sun tanning" and walking but its a fruitful one huhs.. o yarhs! Grace.. tink u find that u didn sun tan enough right so lets go again okays?? hahax.. cant wait to meet ALL my cousins tml! miss them!
SUNDAY
As usual went to my grandma house but this time ALL my cousins going today!! woah! so excited and happie to see them cos it was like 28384934 days since i last met them! hahax.. met le feel a bit awkward at first but enjoyed totally when we started CAM whoring and playing games with them.. Didn do much today but gonna meet up again tml wors!! Non stop fun coming up!! wahaha!
VESAK DAY(Monday)
Had to go to work today so i DRAGGED myself to work but i managed to get half day off to go back and meet up with my cousins!! WOO~ love them loads! Chiong back immediately when the clock strike TWO! But went to buy some food for my LITTLE cousins before heading home.. NOVRI!! i managed to try the Yoghurt at Tiong Bahru le! its so... YUMMY!! hahax.. change to my proper attire before heading straight to my house downstairs to play basketball with them.. AWW!! so coincidence some guys were playing there so we head to the GYM first before going back to play.. So long since i last play bball and really enjoyed playing la!! u should hab seen how many balls i have ******.. (: then called my cute little cousins down and played captain ball with them.. seeing them play and running about really made me reminisce of the times when i was like them.. they were like... brimming with ENERGY! then went back to watch a short cartoon movie with them before they headed back home. why do time passes so fast whenever we enjoy ourseleves lei?? hahax.. finally three consecutive days fun ends here! but if there are somemore i would be more than welcome! hahax!!
tink these THREE days will be the most unforgettable days that i wont forget!!
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posted by huixian @ 11.11pm
when i am all alone..
my mind would be filled of you..
but always an answer would come to me and say..
" wad can u do even if u miss him?"
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saturday night fever. ^.^
half day work today!!!
might as well dun go for work right.
pay is little, location is far, ...
but i cant be so irresponsible. haha!
but at least something made my day.
was serving a lady with all the origami papers and i saw that she had brought a child along with her. a mixed blood child, caucasian looking boy who speaks almost 100% perfect mandarin. 0.0 super duper cuteee! found myself paying more attention and focus on the child than to the lady. he loveeeees the porcelain piggy bank so so much larrh!
and i got the chance to carry him around the store. oops! hees.
if i had a chance, i would buy that for him larrh, seriously.
and.. so nice to have a baby on your own huh. after seeing that duper cutie boy. =DD
maurice baby came to my workplace and sent me home after that. so sweet of him. loves.
early work shift yesterday.
met up with baby after work; he was with ben & weijian as well.
too bad no ben & jerry. hahaha. not funny. =S
they went to sim lim to repair maurice baby's lappy. blame him for letting his own lappy to get so over-heated. =P hmm headed over to plaza sing to check the movie timings. on the way there, we had balloons at the cathay too!! 3 guys getting so childish over it. -.-
we then went to catch a movie which i wanted to watch. 'what happens in vegas'. a recommendable show. =))
a pool session followed next. and i think i should say it has been ages and ages and ages since i touched the cue already. always see no touch, touch no play. haha! can forget abt the 6mth agreement thingy le huh? *innocent face*
and i wonder why a pool session is always like a pouring-your-hearts-out session. horr, baby? =))
had gastric when it was almost time that we wanted to head back home. reason being... the food that i ate for the whole day was barely enuff for a meal, i think. not intentionally larrh. just no time or dun feel like eating. haha. the pain got more intense as the acid burnt more and more of my stomach wall barrh. =/ of all pain, i dislike gastric pain the most! ouch!
but but i lost like 1.5 kg due to the 'burning' last night larrh. sounds so exaggerated huh? felt terrible because of the pain, but the weight loss really makes me feel good. but nahh, seriously a badddd way to lose weight. =/
cabbed home with maurice as we had already missed our last bus and train. had a quick shower and i made myself go to sleep before 2am. at least i wont feel it. hees. =D
*SURPRISE* you are caught on ivy gotcha. hahaha. -aivee- finished blogging @ 8.11pm
6:45:00 PM
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sentosa. =D
Saturday, May 17, 2008
weee~
i think today is the first saturday which i do not have to work for these 2 mths. =D
a trip to sentosa with my 3 darlings. to do research on our project on the IR. haha.
you could have seen us! we were simply mountain tortoises when we went snapping images of the construction site in the monorail. the others would have mistaken us for being foreign tourists larrh! nevertheless, it was only once in a while which we got to do this right. just for project purposes. =))
also did not do much at sentosa larrh! had ALOT ALOT of crapping huh. especially my da jie. who suan me for almost the whole day long. but it was also a rare chance since the 4 of us usually cant get to go out together de. our own schedule always seems to clash. lols!
gracie should be kinda disappointed as she did not get her suntanning session there as well.
maybe we should get there earlier. unlike today, we reached there at 4pm plus. another day barrh. ;)
will post the pictures up when i have the time.
met up with baby for dinner today, during the night.
and he sent me home after that. haha. =)))
-aivee- finished blogging @ 11.57pm
11:44:00 PM
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mis-communicate.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
today. a problem of miscommunication i suppose.
was not directly informed of where you wanna be.
and i was so lost when i could not find you after i end. -.-
i was indeed feeling so lost, all along. =(
ohh nvm,
i'm back home already.
hmm... back to my assignments now. =))
-aivee- finished blogging @ 10.42pm
10:31:00 PM
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Long time since i last post. (:
No interesting thing happen during these few weeks of school except continuous incoming of projects and assignments! Furthermore, this is the first time i could not understand a single thing for most of the modules when the CT is just around the corner! ARGHS! Wad should i do now??
ehs.. BUT! finally i can say a BIG YAY!! BCJ is finally over! Its has been many weeks of tues attending the lessons and every week before the lessons, both gracie and i had to memorise so much stuffs just for the next day quiz and mini test! First was Writing test then reading test and FINALLY on tues was our last test: SPEAKING test. Nothing was much more difficult and important than speaking test as we were only given the items to say it out to our partner on the day itself.. AND! it comprises of 30% out of the entire module! hahax.. But afterall it was rather interesting to learn BCJ as i get to learn how to start a simple conversation using JAP now!! WOO! cool huhs.. hahax.. In addition, i also cant wait for this Sat Eco-Tourism as well as a trip to Sentosa with the GALS and the Graduation ceremony! hope it would turn out to be fun! (: GAMBETTE!!
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~Posted by huixian at 2200~
Though this thing has been over
for a period of time..But..
Sometimes for no reason i can suddenly..
tink of u.. what am i actually trying to do??
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that msn window.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
in the midst of catching up assignments...
and you appeared online and started a conversation with me.
how awkward it all seems to be.
didnt know you seem to happen to see me, and even my boyfriend around for quite a number of times huh.
yet, you did not breathe a word abt it, nor even call my name from afar.
but at least we started talking again? hopefully you would not think of me a bad girl. sorry but i'm not to blame. =X
-aivee- finished blogging @ 12.25am
12:20:00 AM
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I do care.
Monday, May 12, 2008
didnt expect myself to tear unknowingly just because i am kinda angry at you.
you are just so stubborn at times, i dunno why.
going against what normal people always do. >.<
sighs. this shows that i care for you hurhur.
and i really do. =D
-aivee- finished blogging @ 11.22pm
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end of week 4.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
hmm this week is deemed to be so boring huh, or is it just me who seemed so sian sian?
weekends are also occupied by work.
but at least i went out with baby, his bro and friend yesterday. met them after work and went for a movie. NEARLY fell asleep in the theatre larrh. =P cos Rain in that show, 'speed racer' is not my idol anyway. haha!
after the movie, we chiong and managed to take the last train back. =))
home at 1 plus and i still gotta wake up at 8 for work on sunday.
eventually, did not get the opportunity to pon work lorrh. haha.
sunday, mother's day, much more shoppers than on any sunday barrh, i think.
was alot busier in the afternoon. but but but i was actually slacking from morning till early afternoon. hees. learning abit of japanese language from one of my colleague's notebook. was trying to read and memorise larrh. cool~! =D
i'm on my way to learning and knowing more of it le, hopefully.
anyhow,
the GSS is coming soon!!!!
around end of this month. so excited!! hope to get some great buys of clothings, shoes, and even accessories. =DDD-aivee- finished blogging @ 12.05am
11:20:00 PM
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i dislike to WORK!
Friday, May 9, 2008
no pressie for my mum on mother's day yet.
headed to town with my 3 darlings after class which ended at 10AM today. =DDD
spent some time shopping and i did not get anything, not even something for myself barrh.
my mind was just hallucinating to get more sleep.
something better than a walking dead though. =/
and lucky i rushed back to school in time to wait for baby to end his lessons and everything. =))
and today was my 1st time watching a movie in the sch library larrh!! kinda noob huh? haha. and that show lasted for 2hr plus worr. at least we managed to get a niceee show larrh. =))
hmmm got to be stressed over assignments and projects that are gonna be due next week le. and the acceptable ways i wanted to come up with to escape away from my job. no idea why, but i realised weekend jobs made me so life-less because i dun even have time to myself. and my family. and for baby too! that's why he has always been complaining since sch started. hahaha.
-aivee- finished blogging @ 11.46pm
11:33:00 PM
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4th week.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
hmm this week has been a busy week, is it? i just know time passes damn quickly, like a breeze.
alot of lectures and tutorials being cancelled and stuff.
tons of assignments gonna be due as well larrh. =/
anyway, more to come next week.
will be busier next week i predict.
furthermore, Mother's Day and my dad's birthday will be in the next week. haa! =D
-aivee- finished blogging @ 6.24pm
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misses.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
out of 24hrs in a day, you are on my mind for roughly 18hrs. =))
and i was being questioned,
M: why only 18hrs?!?!?!?!
I: ohh man, i need to sleeppppp!
M: sleep also must dream of me!
I: okok i WILL dream of you de.
<3
but but but i still need a proper sleep.
maybe 22hrs in a day. how abt that? haha. =D
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palau ubin trip.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
palau ubin trip 2 days ago!!!
have never been there before larrh. only until maurice suggested to go there to cycle.
that is his favourite place to go cycling. haha.
he has been trying to psycho alot of our friends to come along with us but to no avail. >.<
the more the merrier, i guess that's what he wants. hahaha.
anyway,
that left only the 2 of us.
early in the morning at 9 plus, we travelled all the way to changi there to take a boat ride over. the queue for the boat ride was looooonngg.
rented bikes and off we went cycling! =))
all the rocky paths and everything. unlike east coast park where the bike paths are always so straight and smooth. alot of places available to explore on your own, i should say.
baby knows the place, so i'm just following him blindly. geez. some of the slopes are kinda tedious to cycle on and i just gotta admit my stamina isn't that good. =/
the sun was giving me a scorching denunciation and my energy level dropped more and more tremendously. stopped down for a break and had our COCONUTS. made us felt much bettter after that. haha. half way along, we saw a place which would lead us to chek jawa wetlands. no bicycles were allowed and we just to go walk in. none of us have been there as well and it was just like a nature expedition. HAHA. place was kinda cool larrh. but didnt get to see alot of living organisms cos we cant go down and have direct contact with the mud and all.
a 3 hour plus cycle and it marked the end of my perseverance. ohhh! i was suspecting i dun have them in the 1st place. we didnt get to go to the scenic quarry that baby wanted to go. cause i think that would be far, far away. that should have disappointed him i guess. though he denied. =P
went back to main land and we went for our lunch cum dinner.
after that, we went to catch the movie which he had always wanted to watch. IRONMAN. haha. headed home at 9 plus, all smelly (not really larrh huh) and sticky. lol.
happy 6th, mr dias! <3
-aivee- finished blogging @ 8.37am
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me, myself and i!
HAPPY GO LUCKY.
IVY TAN. nickname vee vee / aivee.
joseph_inetan@hotmail.com
sweet 20.
typical pisces. more of a dreamer.
lianhua primary ` chua chu kang secondary.
ngee ann poly real estate business.
currently a full-time worker. =(
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*SURPRISE* you are caught on ivy gotcha. hahaha. 
hmm this week has been a busy week, is it? 
chek jawa!
another quarry.
