Guardian angel
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
When love comes knocking on the door of your heart, no one can resist it.
"I'm someone who doesnt even follow her feelings." You once told me.
I'm glad that we were once in love. The relationship really makes me learn and grow. YOU taught me quite a number of things too. =)
Time passes fast; it has been weeeeks since we are apart. But at least I know that you've been doing well in Tekong and spending your time frutifully during the weekends.
many loves from -aivee-
10:26:00 PM
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The promise made.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Novri darling's 22nd birthday! together with our present for her.
A simple dinner celebration at one of the western restaurants at Raffles City basement.
Had a little camwhore session outdoors and it seemed like all of us were not photogenic on that day. =/ or was it just me? :(
Every year passed so fast, probably even before we can think of what we had achieved in the past year and yeah! we doing the year-end countdown already. We should not be "waste" our youth away and should make best use of our time, esp girls! =)
And about 1 week later, we met up again! This time with Yuni.
Dinner was at Fish & Co. Great World City, as requested by Novriiiiiiii~
Look at this! We actually ate her!
Our favourite yoghurt ice cream which you can't miss! :-*
Yuni, come back more often during your holidays oh. ;)
*Yummmm* But I was super bloated even before I start eating the ice cream + oreo + berries.
And this was the first time we encountered calling for cab for almost an hour but couldn't get one. It was merely a drizzle and no cab was sighted at the taxi stand and only a longgggg queue of people. Terrible!
Girls, we shouldn't lose contact even after we go on to our uni studies ya. We will always be friends together gether! <3
many loves from -aivee-
11:23:00 PM
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random #29
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Facebook is friggin' slow at this moment! Hate it. And that's why I can't get those photos that I wanna upload, really. Will do it on the next entry. Hee. Have been trying to planning a short overseas trip to bangkok or taiwan in January but my family members seem quite nua about it. I am supposed to book those tickets and it's making me not excited about it anymore. For this Christmas, I'll wish for a partial memory loss. Santa, can you hear me loud and clear?many loves from -aivee-
10:30:00 PM
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can't get over, you.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
I can't believe I actually said that to anyone but you. I sound like a total failure to myself. I really don't know what my next step should be. And this really sucks. And.. it also seems to me that you are also not firm enough of what you want. I'm confused.On a lighter note, I WILL DEFINITELY BLOG ABOUT NOVRI'S B'DAY CELEBRATION & OUR GIRLS' NIGHT OUT FOR MY NEXT ENTRY. (:many loves from -aivee-
11:58:00 PM
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Sunday, November 21, 2010
Thanks for all the encouragement, girls. They really work. And... these 2 weeks are quite tiring! Despite the Hari Raya PH. Have been working for almost 14 days straight. But my free weekend is coming next weeeeeeek! (:many loves from -aivee-
2:18:00 PM
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I'm so useless!
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Until now, the heartache has yet to heal.I promise myself no more teardrops, no more mulling over the past. It will get better with time. :)many loves from -aivee-
3:45:00 PM
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Thursday, November 11, 2010
On the 4th day, we met up.It seems like our relationship is in a... complicated status. Partially because I'm still unwilling to accept the facts laid down in front of me.Now I'm not sure what my next step will be. 2 weeks seem like a pretty long time for me. And I hope it will pass fast. many loves from -aivee-
1:53:00 PM
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1 last good date.
Friday, November 5, 2010
Super duper long weekend when I applied for leave on Thursday. The only day when JH told me he had the whole day free for me.
After having breakfast at Serangoon, off we go to Sentosa!
Bought the package admission tickets and we had the most fun in Cineblast! The 4D max show wasn't that worth the money & time I feel. You challenged me at the luge ride and there you go, always ahead of me in terms of games. =S
You were really scaring me when you were fiddling so hard during our skyride. We had 3 of our imperfect pictures up there. =(
The last one was the Parajump which we did before we had our late lunch. I was soooo excited about the 15 metres jump before I actually stood at the edge of the board. You mentioned that the feeling of excitement was like less than 3 seconds. The feeling was arghhhhh... But of course I did it! So did you.
A late lunch at Sentosa and we realised so many movie time slots were gone for the show I had wanted to watch. In the end, we window-shopped at Vivo and I suggested Chinatown for our dinner. Had a sudden urge to try the claypot rice again! =/
Sweet enough, you actually thought of sending me back. Stuck in that packed bus and busy traffic, we spent almost 1 and a half hour to reach my house.
I had this thought in mind before meeting you that you would have something to talk to me about. But you said it was just a normal date out when I asked about it.
You were such a coward but eventually, you voiced it out. Really thanks for phrasing it in a better way that wouldn't hurt as much.
I finally realise the ending to this relationship is totally like the Parajump I did earlier that day. Was so excited to do it fast but when I was on the edge of the board, it's a 180 degree change of feeling; I admit I was scared stiff. I admit I really didnt care much bout us but when there is a obvious breakoff from you, I'm seriously heartbroken. Well, this might be the most beneficial solution for us afterall.
We still promised to be good friends, didnt we? :)
It's hard to wait around for something you know might not happen; but it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you want. Be it the good or bad, I will keep every memory of us with me. Always.
many loves from -aivee-
12:20:00 PM
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weeee~
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
During our lunch time today, 2 char bor and 3 old men were having fun with a toy-catching machine at YewTee Point. I didnt believe it when Gary and Bryce said they wanna give it a try. But it's really quite a kick! And we got a plush toy for 12 bucks. (:I didnt expect our relationship to turn out this way so soon.
Just when I thought I have made a firm decision, you asked for a day out together. How am I to respond when we're already like this.. I really dont know until I get to see you again...
many loves from -aivee-
10:34:00 PM
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I'm sickkkkkkk.
Monday, October 25, 2010
I was still having fun yesterday and now I'm down with runny nose & sore throat. I have a sexy voice now~ I did not go under the heavy downpour leh! And I still went for a slow jog in the late evening. Don't know if that really triggers my sickness. Arghh..I'm going to see the doc later. many loves from -aivee-
4:17:00 PM
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money money money!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Have been working under township management for 6 months already. How time flies! For only 6 months and I find the job scope a bit dull at times, seriously. Can't imagine how I will feel if I were to become like one of the old timers here. However, the benefits aren't so bad huh. There were pay increments twice for me for these 6 months. I couldn't say the amount is big but it is quite an encouragement bah I guess. School's starting soon, in bout 2 months' time. I wonder if I will still have that kind of energy to work. =/many loves from -aivee-
1:24:00 PM
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No one knows the ending, do you?
While I still can, I'll be waiting for your heart to come back to me again.
勉强是没有幸福的。。
Maybe this is so true afterall..
many loves from -aivee-
1:17:00 PM
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Sunday, October 17, 2010
GOODBYE WORK.HELLO LOVE!I cant wait to see you tmr. :D many loves from -aivee-
3:42:00 PM
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quit those habits!
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
- sighing while on phone conversations.- lazing around the house on a free sunday. - grumbling about this & that.- not forking out enough time and thoughts for my loved ones. - piling my stuff at the corners of my room.- cut down on sugar and fat intake. And many many more!I'm determined to become a better person. Hee. But I definitely won't quit the habit of thinking bout you for at least 200 times a day, Darling.
many loves from -aivee-
10:10:00 PM
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